It has been a colorful three months, and now I'm ready to speak. I did alot of soul searching over these past few months, figuring out if adulthood is really for me, what I want in my life, and still trying to figure out the biological reasons my first pregnancy didn't make it to full term. Then I realized that those questions I want answers for, will not come to pass right now. So right now I'm picking up the pieces of my and my signifcant others life. Figuring out what schools are right for me to finish my degree, whether or not I want to be married, and etc. Then I realized that I am an adult, and have been one for the past six years, I'm supposed to make decisions that will impact my life and the world for that matter if I decide to have children. So the moral of this blog is don't rush urself, but make conscious decisions that best suites who you are and who want to become. If there are questions that u may not be able to answer, its ok, move on to find out what the answer may be.